1.Ever been so drunk you blacked out? nope. i have a hard time drinking enough to lose control. now, that's not to say i don't do things i'll regret, but i feel like i'm losing it, i back away from the bottle.

2. Ever broken someone's heart? yes and one ex tried to get back at me by telling me he was in love with my best friend. it was laughable and i understood his need to punish. other than him? no.

3. Put a part of your body on fire for amusement? hell no. i love myself way too much to inflict pain on myself. however, i've dated several pyros, so i've seen it happen. actually, i dated a fire eater once who wound up with 3rd degree burns. poor guy. i think he's a bum in chapel hill now.

4. Been hurt emotionally? by those outside my family? no.

5. Kept a secret from everyone? all the time. i've actually kept a huge secret from you!

6. Had an imaginary friend when you were young? nah.

7. Wanted to hook up with a friend? yep. funny how that works out sometimes.

8. Had a crush on a teacher? mr goeke. 8th grade. he wore nirvana tee shirts under his button up.

9. Ever thought an animated character was hot? uh, no.

10. Had a New Kids On the Block tape? nope.

11. What was the last new movie you saw? in the theatre - Love, Actually. via netflix - basic and cilantro y perejil.

RIGHT NOW

1. Wearing: low rise jeans, white 3/4 sleeve button up shirt, brown boots, burgundy & gold scarf (did i mention it's cold in here?)

2. hair is? down and freshly washed = curly and flowy.

3. Eating: just got back from the tandoor indian place.

4. Drinking: Coffee

5. Thinking about: leaving in about 20 minutes.

6. Talking to: not a soul.

THE LAST 24 HOURS

1. Cried: please don't make fun of me. i shed tears at the john ritter thing and then again for the last 5 minutes of never been kissed and then again with the real worlders were doing their final confessional. no tears for the rich girls though - how in the fuck did they make a full 30 minutes on dogs? that shit was freaky.

2. Worn a skirt: nah, it's too cold for skirts (okay, so low-70s in nov isn't really COLD, but it's definitely not warm!)

3. Met someone new: in the last 24 hours? no.

4. Cleaned a room: nope. i avoid that, actually.

5. Done laundry: nope. see above.

6. Drove a car: i live in the south. of course i've driven in the last 24 hours!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

1.Yourself: alternately. i've had an uphill battle with my sense of entitlement, but i'm working on it.

2. Your friends: not as much as i wish i could.

3. Santa Claus: no, though i play him to the hilt.

4. Tooth Fairy: not any more, but i used to.

5. Destiny/Fate: no. i'm a free-willer, though i do believe in inevitable consequences and paying for your actions (good or bad) down the line.

6. Angels: no

7. Ghosts: yes

8. UFO's: no

RIGHT NOW

1.Who have you known the longest of your "current" friends? miller, though if he's exempt by way of boyfriend status, brook.

2. Who's the loudest?: that'd be me.

3. Who do you go to for advice? no one. i don't really think anyone's advice would do me much good since i'll just do what my first impulse was anyway. besides that, advice is just a device used to get people to tell you what you want to hear.

4. Who do you cry to?: see above.

5. Worst feeling: betrayal.